is this hormones or dep?

[scotmum35]

im just over 12 weeks and at the start of my preg i was pretty freaked out.i have chronic hypertension and didnt feel safe carrying a baby.talked to the ob and he assured me it shouldnt cause pre-eclampsia which put my mind at rest.

i just dont like pregnancy i know i will end up with post natal dep as ive had it twice before and i have times when i say to my partner u take the baby after its born and u raise it.he usually manages to talk to me and calm me down.im generally an anxious person especially when it comes to big changes in my life and i'll be a disabled parent due to fibromyalgia.

why the hell do i think i cant do this and cant raise another child when i have 2 teens.am i developing pre natal dep or am i still hormonal??? any experience with this would be helpful.

 

[cmarie33]

I think you're just worried, as any person would be. Your partner seems strong for you so he'll help you with your worries. I can't give any advice, just xx

 

[scotmum35]

I think you're just worried, as any person would be. Your partner seems strong for you so he'll help you with your worries. I can't give any advice, just xx

thanks i know my oh is there for me and i tend to bottle up my feelings then start feeling inadequate to deal with stuff.my oh feels i was overwhelmed with all the med changes seeing midwifes often then the ob so early on.things seem to have changed so much with preg care and im getting over tonsillitis which has totally floored me.everyone else seems to be happy but me.fingers crossed i start feeling more positive during the second tri.the last tri is really the danger zone but there is no point thinking about that untill im there.