Hi Ladies I am really needing some advice please. Last night I got really upset Lewis would not stop crying - I done everything possible to stop it. However the crying got worse and it started ringing through my head. The tears were running down my face as I was rocking him I started to get so frustrated and angry I shouted at him and banged his swing. I feel I am not any good at motherhood and the constant being on my own with him is effecting my bonding. I had visited the Dr on Thursday as I am so dizzy and weak, the tiredness is so hard to deal with. Is it normal to get angry like that with him - my family are making me worse as they ask would I harm him. Of course I wouldnt but am finding motherhood so hard to cope with.