CandyApple19
Pregnant with #3, PAL.
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how everything can change in the matter of mins, hrs..days.
Sometimes for the worse and sometimes for the better.
Its hard to feel relaxed when you know the first few days of a new pregnancy are so crucial, for everything to work 100% for the tiny life to stand a chance. Also whether you're imagining those faint lines or if they are real, then getting past AF date, when would you consider yourself on safe grounds without kidding yourself?especially when your body is unpredictable..
I recon if i get to 20dpo, with no signs of af, and a proper bfp, i'll be happy, but at 16dpo, sitting on my hands not to test, the spotting stopped i'm feeling tired and i ache... Constantly on knicker check.. These first few days realllly test you!!
Off to homebargains tomorrow, to get me a 20miu midstream test, i'm sure if i am pregnant that test will tell me, if i'm not, then i've got a lonnng luteal phase.. :-/
I'm not liking how this is out of my control now! Anything could happen, sure no more spotting, but it stopped as quick as it started, and af could come anytime since i dont have proper af cramps since my c section, its hard to know wat each twinge i'm feeling could be and i'm constantly resigning myself to its over as soon as i see a bit of pink on the loo roll. Testing times are the first tri.. If i'm even in it right now...?
Sometimes for the worse and sometimes for the better.
Its hard to feel relaxed when you know the first few days of a new pregnancy are so crucial, for everything to work 100% for the tiny life to stand a chance. Also whether you're imagining those faint lines or if they are real, then getting past AF date, when would you consider yourself on safe grounds without kidding yourself?especially when your body is unpredictable..
I recon if i get to 20dpo, with no signs of af, and a proper bfp, i'll be happy, but at 16dpo, sitting on my hands not to test, the spotting stopped i'm feeling tired and i ache... Constantly on knicker check.. These first few days realllly test you!!
Off to homebargains tomorrow, to get me a 20miu midstream test, i'm sure if i am pregnant that test will tell me, if i'm not, then i've got a lonnng luteal phase.. :-/
I'm not liking how this is out of my control now! Anything could happen, sure no more spotting, but it stopped as quick as it started, and af could come anytime since i dont have proper af cramps since my c section, its hard to know wat each twinge i'm feeling could be and i'm constantly resigning myself to its over as soon as i see a bit of pink on the loo roll. Testing times are the first tri.. If i'm even in it right now...?
you just have to hang on in there and pray it all turns out well! 
