Thanks for thinking of me ladies, unfortunately, my beta is negative. As you can imagine, I am beyond devastated.
I am going to speak to my doctor this afternoon, maybe perhaps he can give me some insight as to what my issues are since we are unexplained. I've also made an appointment w/a fertility therapist, as I need to get my life back and I can not keep thinking about TTC. Its all I've been thinking about for a year. My DH is a wonderful mad, but we need to remember why we got married and focus some of our energy on that. We (I) lost track of what's really important when we are TTC with issues. I want nothing more in this world than to have a child (children). But I also want to have them with the man that I love. We've forgotten how to be just be in love and have fun. Everything has been so serious lately.
I'm taking a break from the boards for a while to get my life straight. I wish all of you ladies nothing but the best!!! xoxo