January Jellybeans 2013!...

[Betheney]

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Late Decembers 2
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1st Jan HAPPY NEW YEAR! 9
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https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/pj.jpg Els1022
Google Mum - Sadly miscarried
https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/pj.jpg,https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/pj.jpg Jogami - TWINS!
https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/yj.jpg Mellywelly
Milty - Sadly a Chemical
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2nd January 6
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https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/yj.jpg Laummatt (although baby was a bit cheeky at the scan, happily flashing his bits)
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Mum2joe
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https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/Untitled-5.jpg SoniaMillie01

3rd January 6
https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/Untitled-5.jpg Celestine
Crysttal - Sadly miscarried
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https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/Untitled-5.jpghttps://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/Untitled-5.jpg Mbhg1980 - TWINS!
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Ssjad
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4th January 4
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ReRe1307

5th January 11
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ChrisK
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6th January 8
Cbarista
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West
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7th January 10
Gentlemama
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Jellybean83 - Sadly miscarried
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Miracle2012 - Sadly miscarried
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NewMommy2013
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Sublimejen
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8th January 4
05mummy07 - Sadly miscarried
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LoveMyKiddes

9th January 14
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Blackmassi
Cj28
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Jellylou
KylieDee
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Pachamama
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Ttcbabynumbr3

10th January 8
4MonkeysMama - Sadly miscarried
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Babybluestace
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Dan-O - Sadly miscarried
Godpromised25
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PrimeraKitty
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11th January 7
Alannadee - Sadly miscarried MMC at 10w measuring 6.5w
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- 1 TWIN Sadly miscarried
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Tlustica

12th January 9
Cailidgh
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Garfie - Sadly miscarried
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Mamidoll
MissFortune
Misspeaches
OoOo - Sadly miscarried
11w US revealed baby no longer had a heart beat
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13th January 4
Baby3ondaway
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Mum2EmAndStep
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Tasha - Sadly miscarried

14th January 7
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KrissyG
Mummy.R
SandyParks

15th January 4
Angel_face
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MrsC1003 - Sadly miscarried
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16th January 3
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17th January 1
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Krystal27 - Sadly miscarried
MamaOfOne - Sadly miscarried

18th January 4
BabyHappy1
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MrsWaddlesan
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Summerhope - Sadly miscarried

19th January 7
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https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/Untitled-5.jpg Dee11
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https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/pj.jpg LadyBug183
https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/yj.jpg MrsHopeful
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Workin4alivin

20th January 4
Angels330
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21st January 6
Cdncouple09
Mandmandp
Ourlittlehill
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Shellsy0424

22nd January 3
Kitten-B
Precious84 - Sadly miscarried
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23rd January 0
Tezzy - Sadly miscarried

24th January 4
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Koukla - Sadly miscarried
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25th January 2
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https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/pj.jpg Saphira
Mummy to be - Sadly miscarried
9w US revealed baby became an angel at 6+3

26th January 2
20something
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27th January 6
EMTAmanda - Sadly miscarried
Jpl66
Miss_f
MsJMouse
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28th January 7
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Lucy_x
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Nicky n baby2 - Sadly miscarried

29th January 2
https://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b174/fatty_betty/yj.jpg Mamadonna - Sadly miscarried
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30th January 0
LornaMJ - Sadly miscarried

31st January1
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[sharan]

Wow...a New Year baby! My first one was due on 2nd Jan but he decided he was way too cosy and had to be 'forced' out on the 13th Jan.

Congrats on your and here's to a happy and healthy 9 months x

 

[gentlemama]

Just got my bfp this morning, also 10 dpo. January 7 due date. This is a suprise pregnancy for me, so still feeling shocked. a good kind of shock

 

[GuardianAngel]

Wow January babies already! Congrats!!!!

 

[Milty]

FF tells me I'm due 1/1/2013

 

[Laummatt]

Me me me!! Just got a positive too. Due 2nd which is the same due date as my first talk about bad timing��
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

 

[Betheney]

Yaaaaaaay!!!! Pregnancy friends!!!! How is everyone feeling???? I have tiny bits of nausea here and there but I'm always nauseous so no surprises there.

Gentlemama! How did you know to test when you are only 10dpo and you weren't TTC, were your symptoms that strong??

Laummatt I cant believe we're due so close together!!! I think I used to see you on Jens journal alot???

Love love love

 

[Milty]

I have this stitch in my side almost like someone is pinching me
Anyway it won't go away so it's on my mind...

I'm still not sure I really believe I'm PG ...

Do you guys keep expecting to get cramps and start?

 

[destynibaby]

2013 babies already.
thats wonderful!
congratulations!
h&h 9 months.

 

[gentlemama]

Betheney We've been doing nfp, but had a weekend getaway planned right around ovulation this past cycle. We weren't as carefully as we should have been, so I knew there was a chance I could be pregnant.

 

[crystal443]

FF tells me I'm due 1/1/2013

Milty- that is awesome!!! Did you go on time with your DS? You could easily have a Christmas baby as well

 

[Milty]

Actually I didn't carry full term ...

I went into labor 6 weeks early but they were able to hold me off until I was 4.5 weeks early

 

[Milty]

I think I will be lucky if I don't have a Thanksgiving baby

 

[Betheney]

I have this stitch in my side almost like someone is pinching me
Anyway it won't go away so it's on my mind...

I'm still not sure I really believe I'm PG ...

Do you guys keep expecting to get cramps and start?

That seems like a weird symptom. lol

I've just mostly been really crampy, i don't feel like AF is going to start tho because i remember the first weeks being really crampy the first time around. I do however feel a little uneasy that i'm not past 14dpo yet, i think i'd feel a little better once i was past that.

Is anyone else concerned about having a baby so close to Christmas? I worry about having a birthday so close to Christmas. I really considered not TTC this month but then thought that we'd had no luck so far so it's not like we'd get a BFP anyway. lol

 

[Milty]

Like you I didn't want to give up a month of trying

My sisters birthday was 12/20 and we found ways to make it special it just takes a little more effort

 

[Betheney]

Like you I didn't want to give up a month of trying

My sisters birthday was 12/20 and we found ways to make it special it just takes a little more effort

I hear some people say it's awful but then again i hear some people say it's really not that bad, maybe it's just how you let it annoy you.....

 

[Milty]

I agree I think it has a lot to due with attitude

 

[Betheney]

I agree I think it has a lot to due with attitude

that makes me feel alot better about it

Thanks Milty.

 

[Laummatt]

Yes, we've been on a couple of threads together. So exciting!! Saying that Sunday I was gripped by 'Ohh god what have I done?!' but luckily that has passed now and I'm back to thrilled. 3 kiddies is perfectly manageable right, the eldest starts school in sept so that will be only 2 through most of the day...... I just hope baby doesn't arrive on 3rd as its ds1's b'day.
Nausea already? Ohh dear, least it's a great sign that all is well. We hate it but panic if it doesn't arrive, we're you bad with Eva? I'm ill but with asthma as usual so on prednisolone and antibiotics, it's pretty much how I was in first tri with the other two. Weve come to centre parcs with my family this week so have told my parents that a new grandchild is on the way already. My mum is very observant and would guess anyway, and sure enough she said I wondered why you're so ill, just like the first two times...
There's quite a few of us already. Congrats everyone!!!!!! let's hope these 2013 bfps keep coming!

Lau x

 

[Betheney]

i felt nauseous the entire first trimester with Eva and it virtually lasted all day, i was really good at not puking and was able to keep a grip so it wouldn't happen because i hated throwing up. From memory i was slightly nauseous when AF was due and around implantation time but then never felt nauseous again until i was spot on 6 weeks!

At the moment it's just tiny little bits here and there which i probably wouldn't think twice about if i didn't already have a BFP, I was feeling REALLY nauseous on the night of dpo and i'm sure i had implantation that morning and i also was incredibly bloated which may have been annoying my tummy.

But i'm already an incredibly nauseous person, i usually get nauseous a day or two before AF arrives and it lasts about 3 days, i also get nauseous around ovulation. I get nauseous when i don't eat. I'm just always nauseous. I think it's because i breastfeed which i have heard does make nausea worse, so i have no doubt my morning sickness will be more worse than last time because i'm still breastfeeding.

i know what you mean by "oh god what have i done", i really wanted this baby and it's been like 10 cycles to get this BFP but the moment i saw it, i was like "Oh shit!!!!" and for the first time was actually TERRIFIED!! i had this "there's no going back now! are you sure this is what you wanted?!?!?!" hahahahahahaha but that too has passed pretty quickly.