My DF and I have too many challenges to concieve at this time. It breaks my heart to admit it but he is never in the mood when it comes time to do it and when he is something always hinders sex his bum knee his back etc etc. I just don't think we will be able to have a child of our own and I am just lucky that I have one. I threw away everything my ov strips my bbt and I'm just going to stop hurting myself every month over this. I'm tired of the struggle getting DF to jerk off or have sex with me when its important tired of the complaining and the way its such a chore only to end up with BFN's every month. I'm also going to stay off of here now. I've been off here for 2 weeks now trying not to think about things or stress over them but this afternoon everything just kind of fell apart. Thank you ladies for all the support you've given me while I've been here and all of the encouragement you really are the best and I hope you all get your BFP's!!!