Just feels unreal, yet scary!

[tankgirl]

You'd think with this being my second pregnancy that I would be so relaxed about the entire process. However, it seems to be even more nerve wracking than the first time. I was caught out the first time, then a single mother for many years. Now I am getting married to my wonderful man. This pregnancy is the icing on the cake and I am full of reasonless worries. I struggle with depression and I suspect that this is contributing but I can't stop panicking that something will go wrong. I guess I'm wondering if any other second time mothers are having the same issues or if I'm just a weirdo. I have had period pains since I got my bfp, sore and full boobs and my bloatingmakes me look like I am 6 months gone...yet I still don't feel pregnant!
Happyand healthy 9 months to all. Xx

 

[Rigi.kun]

It's my first time around, but you sound like you got the same symptoms as me. It's normal to be worried, try and relax, as you said it's the icing on the cake. So enjoy yourself.