dollych
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Words can't describe how devastated I am feeling right now. I feel awful for saying this, but I wanted a little Girl so badly. I really should be happy that he is ok, but I can't. I'm so devastated.
I had really bad GD when I found out I was having my second boy 2 years ago and it's happening all over again.
I really can't believe I am having another Boy..... This is so hard to say, but I will never have the Daughter I so much longed for. This is Deffo our last baby.
I swayed for this baby as well. I really do not believe swaying works and it's 50/50 every time. No stupid diet will work or timing. I did a very very strict sway, lost over a stone and went down to 8 stone, went completely veggie and made DH take supplements. I took Rephresh, it was the ' perfect sway' and none of it has worked. I did lots and lots of praying too.
I just can't believe I am even writing this, I was so convinced I was getting my princess this time. I'm so stupid to even believe a diet or timing would work. I just feel like such a horrible person for not wanting this baby.
Please don't judge me, I just can't tell anybody how I am feeling. My husband doesn't understand and just says I should be grateful.
Xx
I had really bad GD when I found out I was having my second boy 2 years ago and it's happening all over again.
I really can't believe I am having another Boy..... This is so hard to say, but I will never have the Daughter I so much longed for. This is Deffo our last baby.
I swayed for this baby as well. I really do not believe swaying works and it's 50/50 every time. No stupid diet will work or timing. I did a very very strict sway, lost over a stone and went down to 8 stone, went completely veggie and made DH take supplements. I took Rephresh, it was the ' perfect sway' and none of it has worked. I did lots and lots of praying too.
I just can't believe I am even writing this, I was so convinced I was getting my princess this time. I'm so stupid to even believe a diet or timing would work. I just feel like such a horrible person for not wanting this baby.
Please don't judge me, I just can't tell anybody how I am feeling. My husband doesn't understand and just says I should be grateful.
Xx