Just Got the News

[Malcolm12]

My doctor just confirmed what I already knew. Our baby was gone. I didn't get to feel one second of joy about being pregnant. Only worry and heartache. I was spotting last week and though I suspected I was pregnant, I was afraid to test. I have PCOS so I have been disappointed many times with pregnancy tests. The spotting turned to bleeding and severe cramps, I finally tested and it was positive. Immediately I was overcome with fear. The bleeding and cramping could not be good. My husband encouraged me to think positive. Went to the urgent care but lab closed for holiday weekend. Finally did HCG test Tuesday and Thursday (exactly one week after cramping). HCG Levels 15 and 8. I know we will try again. I know we will get through this, but at this very moment I am so sad and overwhelmed with grief. I just want a health baby. I guess i was 6 weeks along. I just keep imagining our little October pumpkin that will never be.

 

[sedgeez]

im so sorry for your loss. i really dont know what else to say, other than everyone on here have been super supportive for me, and i know they will be for you

i hope your ok

xx

 

[george83]

I'm so sorry to hear your sad news, I wish there was something to say to make it all better but I've learnt myself this week that's not possible x x x

 

[LucyLake]

I'm so sorry for your loss. There are no words that can help. I loved my October 2 pumpkin baby as well and looked forward to all the cute pumpkin patch a few weeks old photos, the hayrides, just all of it. Libra was also a perfect match for me, a Scorpio.

Big hugs as you mourn your sweet fall baby