mummytobekim
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Hello everyone feeling down at the mo so thought i let it out on here.. had a miscarige begining of march..and it broke mine and ma boyfrends heart so bad :'( i was bleading when i did a clearblue digital test and it sed 2-3 weeks pregnant we was soooo happy coz we been trying for ages! but sadly it ended so soon now all i keep picturing is that positive test in my head i think its coz i wanted it so bad :'(.. ive jus had my 1st period since it so going to try as soon as thats all finished.. i just hope to god that i get pregnant this month and me and my boyfrend will get what we dream of and want so much.. i think were be great mummy and daddys we avnt got much money at the mo.. but we can work on that and work as much as we can..at the mo im so down and fed up..watched one born every minute last nite on tele and cried my eyes out coz of seeing all the tiny babies... everyone at the mo is either pregnant or got a baby and its rlee geting to me i cant even look at baby clothes in town coz that gets to me too, and im moaning at the boyfrend wen i dont meen to its just i feel so crapp right now and i no he does too. we are there for each other i just dont want him to think that im doing his head in.. sorry for the ramble on just needed to get it off my chest xxxx