Dear Friends,
It seems like I've been waiting a long to post here, but as long as I've waited there are others that have waited A LOT longer and are still waiting for their miracle babies.
My journey on BnB started when I got pregnant in July of 2012 after trying for a few months. I quickly miscarried but found support and the information I needed here on BnB. Little did I know I would continue to share the TTC journey with first time TTCers then ultimately moving onto Assisted Conception with first clomid, then IUI's followed by IVF back in August 2013... all which failed, never resulting in pregnancy. I felt the jealously, envy, sadness, loneliness, frustration and desperation that we all have before. The road has been hard. This has changed me. It has tested relationships with friends, my marriage, my family but especially with God. There have been times I truly wondered if He had forgotten us. Some days I would wake up and wonder if I should even stayed married; that maybe there was a different plan for my life that I had thought all along.
Today, after 22 months of trying....just a few weeks before our 2nd attempt at IVF, I got a natural BFP. I can only pray that this little bean I already love so much with bring us a baby in 9 months. But for now what I can do is thank all those that have been supportive, thank the good Lord, and tell you to never give up.
XOXO
It seems like I've been waiting a long to post here, but as long as I've waited there are others that have waited A LOT longer and are still waiting for their miracle babies.
My journey on BnB started when I got pregnant in July of 2012 after trying for a few months. I quickly miscarried but found support and the information I needed here on BnB. Little did I know I would continue to share the TTC journey with first time TTCers then ultimately moving onto Assisted Conception with first clomid, then IUI's followed by IVF back in August 2013... all which failed, never resulting in pregnancy. I felt the jealously, envy, sadness, loneliness, frustration and desperation that we all have before. The road has been hard. This has changed me. It has tested relationships with friends, my marriage, my family but especially with God. There have been times I truly wondered if He had forgotten us. Some days I would wake up and wonder if I should even stayed married; that maybe there was a different plan for my life that I had thought all along.
Today, after 22 months of trying....just a few weeks before our 2nd attempt at IVF, I got a natural BFP. I can only pray that this little bean I already love so much with bring us a baby in 9 months. But for now what I can do is thank all those that have been supportive, thank the good Lord, and tell you to never give up.
XOXO
