As per title really. OH has started openly cooing over babies and discussing stuff like cots and names and all that sort of stuff. I was reading a baby magazine and worrying about the cost of stuff so he's going to build us a cot, a changing table and has offered to build a travel system too but I'm not sure how I feel about an MDF car seat! I'm starting to picture baby involved in every day life and stuff now but to be honest I'm still really struggling to put the two together and it still doesn't seem like reality at all. And I still don't have any particular desire to spend any time with other people's children - all his family know we're going to be trying soon so we've had offers to go and baby-sit various nieces and nephews 'cos you'll need the practice' but I don't really want to I want my own, not somebody else's. I don't like other people's children! The main thing I was worrying about was the business and that's well on the way to being sorted and I'll be ready to hand over parcel-making duties for example very soon. So at least that's one thing off my mind. Only leaves another 372 things on my mind lol. Help!