letter to Heaven

[Wishfull]

Just to let you know my angel that im thinking of you.
As always you come into my thoughts and i long to see how you would be. I long to know what you would look like. But so often in my dreams iv thought iv seen a glimps of you.
Smiling and happy in the sun shine, like an angelic glow behind you. And in those dreams im so happy that iv glimpsed you. But so sad that it was only a fleeting moment just like our life here on earth.
Sometimes when im sitting thinking of you, i feel a weight on my chest. Is that you cuddling me an laying your head on my chest? Is that you in a flicker of light i see go past me? Oh how i wish you were here.
You would be 10 months old. So happy and wonderful so many peoples lives would have been. The reasons that your not here will always play on my mind. As will the wonderful thought that i know that for all eternity till i meet you one day. That i have an angel for always.

I'll like you for always
I'll love you for always
And for now and forever my angel baby you'll be.

xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Sydd]

That's absolutely beautiful hun!

 

[xxxjacxxx]

 

[Charlotteee]

I'll like you for always
I'll love you for always
And for now and forever my angel baby you'll be.

I love this quote. Its off friends isn't it? But its out of a book too.
xxxx

 

[lightweight]

that's lovely

Just over a week after we found out about the miscarrige I went to church. At the end of the service I bumped into two people I hadn't seen for around 15 years. One of them (now married with a kid) was engaged to a friend of mine who died 15 years ago. Prior to her death she was told that she had polycystic ovaries and at the time was told she probalby wouldn't be able to have children. She was devastated. Somehow bumping into them made me think about her all the more - and I have this feeling it was God's way of saying that she would be looking after my little bundle.

 

[mika]

thats lovely xxxxx