Xoxoxo xoxoxo God does have His plans for us for sure my dear. I will keep you in my prayers. Let His will be done in all of us. I love it when I read..."For now I squeeze my beautiful son tight" . Thank you for that, bcuz sometimes without cognition we get lost in our deepest emotions to conceive ,when while doing so we should be enjoying the blessing at hand until the next one approaches. Thank God, He understands us. We are nurturers & can't help but feel this way 😊☺ Xoxoxo but know that our blessing is on its way. ;*