Magical Maypoles ~*May testing thread*~

I definitely think the last one is darker, fingers crossed for you love

 

@Kiwiberry I see something on the second from the top.

@josephine3 good luck on your next test.

I'm trying not to get too excited. My twinges have turned a bit sharper and I remember feeling the same last pregnancy around 6dpo. I'm hoping it's implantation.

 

Sorry I hate when that happens, hope your next one gives you a proper line

 

@Teanna goodluck hope it’s good signs for you

okay so update from me 14dpo smu tests compared to yesterday

@thencomesbebe any new tests? Hoping they are darker

 

@ehjmorris look at them lines now yey so happy to see them xx

@josephine3 not seeing much but ad you say maybe dipped to long I've done that a few times myself lol xx

 

Your lines look lovely

 

@josephine3
The cb one was the one that told me i was pregnant with my almost 4 year old son. And with the chemical i had in February.
I did have lines on [email protected]' femometer and premom too but they were very very faint. I did more tests in the evening and they were a bit darker. So i did a frer and got a pink line on that and then did a cb same as yours and had a faint line on that. That was the darkest off all my tests.
Where as with my son i didnt rate them at all.
I had all matching lines on [email protected], sweetyfox and frer by 13/14dpo but the cb was faint.
But by 16dpo they were matching too.
I think they have made them more sensitive.
I tested yesterday at 8dpo and stark white BFN.
Ive not tested since, im too scared.
I dont have symptoms.
Did have vvv slight tender boobs on and off from 2dpo. But they don't hurt at all now.
My HR is low and ive had no cramping.
I always cramp when pregnant. And nothing.
I just know tomorrow 10dpo will be bfn too.
And yes i know i didn't get lines until 13dpo in feb and i didnt implant untill the late evening of 11dpo and all day 12dpo.
Then i saw that late implantation after 9 dpo had a 50 something miscarriage rate. And implantation at 11 dpo or over had a 87% miscarriage rate.
10dpo is when i got my bfp with both boys, and with the miscarriage last june i got lines at 10dpo.
10dpo is always the day for me. Apart from the one in early feb.
I just no im not pregnant. Esp with my HR being low and the no cramps or twinges.
Congratulations on your lines and i hope they get darker.

@LuluRose
Im sorry about the bfn love. Hopefully its just too early. I tested at 8dpo with my boys and the miscarriage last june and it was bfn. Then tested again at 10dpo and got lines.
Very clear with my boys. With my miscarriage last june my lines seemes fainter than with both boys at 10dpo. But they were darker at 11dpo and then mayching on frer at 13dpo.
All my ICs were almost matching too but at 18dpo they suddenly went fainter and i just new i was going to miscarry. And lost it at 5+1 weeks.
With chemical last April and this February just gone i started bleeding at 4+4 ish weeks.
As soon as af shows that will be month and cycle 16 ttc.
I was excited when we first started trying but now i absolutely hate it.
My 3rd loss was early in February and all ive had since is bfn.
Im now 9dpo and i just know im going to be out again.
The fear of me never ever getting my rainbow baby is horribe.
Ill be 44 in December and i just feel totally Hopeless.
How many dpo are you now?

@Teanna
Those symptoms sound great esp the cramping.
Ive had no cramping at all but from ovulation i kept feeling like i was getting a uti. Mine felt a tad stingy when i peed but not much.
Its gone away now. I also had some vvvv mild acid reflux around 7 dpo.
But it was during the night so not sure if i dreamt it.
Feeling absolutely nothing now. Still a bit bloated but ibs has flaired up a few times so im sure its just that.
If i had had cramping and some symptoms like i did with my boys id feel so much more hopeful.
I tested randomly at 8dpo and bfn. I cried even though i new 8dpo is too early for me as usually i dont show lines until 10dpo. But just seeing that BFN made me feel so depressed.
I haven't tested since. Im jusr about too turn 10dpo and its almost midnight.
No excitement or urge to test at all.
I just know it will be bfn then ill have a 7 days for AF. It usually shows at 16/17 dpo and its just so long and depressing. Last cycle i didnt start af until 18dpo so over a week of waiting and feeling very sad.
Be lovely if we ended up in the same due date group again but i know its very unlikely for me.
Can definitely see you getting your bfp.
I have zero hope for myself any more.

June will be month 16 trying.
And the closet we got to pregnancy was with the 3 losses ive had.
Good luck with the next tests.
I think your be joining the pregnancy groups real soon. Just a gut feeling.

@Kiwiberry
I can see vvvv faint lines.

@thencomesbebe
I see lines.

@NightFlower
I can totally understand you needing to take a cycle off.
I would do it myself but i cant because of being much older.
I totally feel you on the lines too.
Getting dark lines and then losing just feels like a huge slap in the face.
Im sure ill be seeing you in the June testing group. When you tried maca. Did you get the organic Galatanised ones?
There are so many maca out therr but it has to be organic Galatanised maca as that wont cause symptoms.
Ive been taking the same ones i used with my son and i take 4 pills a day,
Like i was with him. They are 500mg so im taking 2000mg which is what i was taking when we fell with our nearly 2 year old son
Also Methyl folate.
Im hoping they will help the next one to stick, but all ive had is BFN since my last bfp on 4th February.
Its so so frustrating that i fell so quickly twice last year, i fell on the 2nd and 4th cycle trying.
Felt so so sure i would get my rainbow and id fall pregnant again. But then i went 7 months of BFNs.
I was hoping it was just down to illness as i had covid in Jan 2022. Then a chemical in April 2022. Then the miscarriage June 2022.
Covid july 2022 then the flu end of September 2022 and that awful blocked bowel at the end of October.
And a stomach vurus mid December 2022. Since then ive been reasonably well apart from that virus i had early april.
But going 7 months of bfn was awful and i started to wonder if my tubes were blocked.
Then i fell again at the end of January i was relieved my tubes were not blocked.
Thought oh yay im falling pregnant again at last.
But that last bfp was 4 cycles ago now.
I know im not pregnant yet again, and i will definitely be joining that june group.
When is your af due love?
Mines due on the 2nd june.
But last cycle she didnt show up until 18dpo so if that happens again then that wont be until June 3rd.
Hopefully were be close.
Sending such big hugs love. Praying we both get our sticky BFPs.


@ehjmorris
Congratulations. Those tests look great.
Did you have any symptoms in the 2ww. Any cramping?
Ive has absolutely no cramping at all.
My ibs flaired up at 8dpo.
But the pain i got from that was higher up.
I really hope you have a sticky beanie love.

@jellybeanxx
So good seeing you back love. Ive got everything crossed for you.

@tdog
I can not believe your have you rainbow baby in a matter of weeks.
I feel like your pregnancy has gone in like a blink of a eye.
Do you feel sad that this one will be your last one.
I know with my miscarriage last june i felt very content and not sad about it being my last baby.
I new when i came to the end of my pregnancy with harley that i wanted one more.
But it hasnt happened.
I dont think it will now, but if by an absolute miracle i do get pregnant with a healthy baby, i know ill definitely feel happy about it being my last baby.
I just want my healthy rainbow baby then im 100% done.
I would never want to put myself through this heartbreak ever ever again.
I dont evan care if i do end up with a summer due date and baby, just as long as i get my much wanted take home healthy little rainbow miracle babe,
Ideally i would still love a winter baby if i had the choice. But if i dont fall untill later this year and be due in the summer id still feel happy. . As long as the baby is completely healthy thats really all that matters to me.
Dont care gender either.
Deep down i know if the Lord does bless me with one last baby. Id be absolutely over joyed and thankful, with another baby bor or girl.
I know you feel deep down it will happen for me, but i cant even picture myself having a big baby bump and holding my healthy rainbow babe. I cant picture it at all.
I could for the flrst few months ttc. But not any more.


Ok so hope ive not missed anyone.
Thanks for starting a June group @jellybeanxx. Im sure ill be joining that tomorrow.

 

Your post was one of the first ones I saw, I'm sorry ladies if I didn't get to you yet. Just wanted to let you know though, I definitely see that. I can't tell if it's because my mind is trying to fill in the gaps but I definitely see a line.

 

How many dpo are you now love? I'm pretty sure you're 2-3 behind me right? Or maybe ahead?

 

As its past midnight im now 10dpo hon.
I had bfps at 10dpo with my 2 youngest and the MC last june, so 10dpo is the day.
If bfn at 10dpo then im out.
Only time i had a later bfp which was at 13dpo was with my last loss early feb.
I hope i get the biggest surprise when i test.
But i feel with no symptoms and no cramps that there is no way i could be pregnant.
Im so scared to test.

 

@josephine3
I see it on the 3rd pic hon

 

I have everything crossed for you hun . I'll be joining you if you get bfn, I'll be 12 dpo and if I don't get anything obvious, it's on to cycle #7. I have 2 tests left, no plans to buy more till next time.

 

Okay just had blood results come in
12dpo beta was 13 and progesterone was 45… so that’s good it has to start somewhere and the progesterone was much higher than last month was only 12

 

@josephine3 something is catching my eye, I hope it darkens for you

 

@josephine3 I see something blue but can't quite make out if it's a smudge or line.

@Kiwiberry good luck with you next test

@Suggerhoney good luck on your test. Hope you get a surprise BFP.

I took another test, wasn't planning on it until tomorrow but Ive almost convinced myself I see a slight shadow in comparison to this morning. Honestly more than likely line eye.

 

@Suggerhoney
It's been rough for both of us. We just have to hang in there as long as we can. I hope you have better luck tomorrow if you test.

I hope we and the other ladies get our rainbows soon. ❤

Af will be here in 8 days . This cycle is kinda going by quickly which I'm happy about.

 

AF is here On to new cycles.

 

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I'm so sorry the got you .