In tradition with every bfp since I joined BNB, I have to post officially. I woke up this morning, and my stomach was beyond bloated. I assumed it was something that I ate last night (ordered Chili's to-go after a long two days of parent teacher conferences), and my stomach was killing me right before bed. But the more I grumbled and twisted and turned, I couldn't shape how the bloat looked so much like my pregnancy bloat. So I tested with a frer (because you know I always have a test laying around ). There was an infamous indent line that one minute looked pink and the next didn't. So I popped by the Walmart by work to grab some cheapies, but since they were out I got some cb early and some dollar tree because apparently there's a dollar tree right next to walmart. Dipped some opks (you know, for science LOL) and they clearly were negative. Just as I logged my ratios into premom, I look back at my two tests and see two faint but clearly pink lines on both. So naturally, I run to Target and buy a horde of tests. Hold it two hours. And all tests come back positive immediately. I'm scared s*less. I just had to call a lawyer to help with the SPED team for my son. I'm a single mom. I haven't told the guy yet, who is just a you know what kind of buddy that I've known all of 10 months after a month of dating went nowhere fast. I'm not equipped for this, but I already find myself smiling at my tests, planning to start clearing out the spare room, and breaking the cb digital that darned say not pregnant. I just can't help but feel like this was meant to be. I have always said that I wanted a second child, and that I didn't want kids after 32. I'll be 33 the month this one is due. I had just told my friend that I actually would want another July baby if I did decide to use a donor next year. This baby is likely to be born in July. I ovulated the same day as my son. I got my bfp on nearly the same dpo. I'm so scared. I told my family on Thanksgiving last time, and it BLEW UP. It'd be fun to do it again this year, but I think I want to wait and enjoy this guilt free for a while. I need all the positive juju, money affirmations, and pink vibes LOL.