I know how you feel, I tested yesterday and bfn at 10dpo, figured I was probably out , tested this morning and got what looks like a promising bfp! Hang in there!! Took 3 years to conceive my first and a year for this one11DPO today, didn’t test as I am just saddened by nothing but BFNs lately, however today I now have a crazy intense sense of smell and taste, it’s like overwhelming
