Messages from my angel Ruby

[ToniT]

So i lost my angel a little over 3 months ago in November and by January after many many long talks we had decided to try again.i even asked Ruby in my head "is it ok" 2 weeks ago i found out i was pregnant.
My instant reaction....over the moon! so so happy.10 mins later.....fear and guilt for Ruby. I went over to her memory box,picked up her hat out of and said "dont worry im not gonna forget about you".
I still cry about her and know i will for the rest of my life,ill never forget her!

My due date for this baby is the 4th of november, the same day i found out i Ruby wasnt going to survive

I got pregnant again very soon

i was scared about getting my green book from the midwife because of the memories from it....i got a purple one

My bounty book today has her name on the cover....

Theres loads of little signs im seeing recentley and im pretty sure its her
i thinks shes trying to tell me its alright and shes alright,
November was the worst month of my life! and it seems that this years november may possibly be the best! with the arrival of the new baby
its like she doesnt want me to mourn but to be happy........im feeling pretty comforted by the thought of her watching over me,daddy and future brother or sister

 

[Krippy]

So happy to hear about your rainbow.

I constantly get signs from my son, RJ and my father, his namesake. They come to me in my dreams to let me know that they are together and safe. I am so glad that Ruby is there with you. I know that she is smiling down on you and protecting you and your rainbow through out this pregnancy. GL and a happy and healthy 9 months to you!

 

[Dahlia2007]

I am glad you're feeilng better about your new pregnancy. I wouldn't expect you to ever forget about her, and I'll bet Ruby knows you won't either. It is pretty amazing; the constellation of the sad day of finding out about Ruby, and the new baby's due date. Good luck!

 

[ToniT]

Another nice sign from her today
I made my MIL an ornament to remember Ruby, its basically a red gem (ruby)that i glued into a red glass tea candle holder,and filled will sand to hide where it'd been glued,it turned out beautiful! anyway ever since i gave her this she/we been noticing little images in the sand, one was a smiley face, round about the time i found out i was pregnant again and today there was an even bigger smiley face! lol She thinks shes laughing because theyve put a stone next to her ornament that looks like a whale! when they showed me even i laughed because it really does! its a silly looking white stone from the beach lol
Some sceptics may say "its all coinsidence" or look for logical explanations for these things,but sometimes it takes something like a loss to really open your eyes up to all these little signs and messages that our loved ones are trying to give us. i believe in things greater than us,i believe there's a heaven and angels and i know my little girl is one of them