Tuesday was my meeting with the midwife, we are planning a homebirth, and everything sounds great (while daunting anyway). And then, when measuring the fundal height she says: it's small... you need to get a scan. I felt so grim inside of me. Like a cloud covered my senses and clear thinking did not exist from then onwards. Felt like what have I not done to help my lo to grow properly? My poor oh was trying to dig me out of my dark pit, and said that maybe she didn't measure me right. Baby has engaged and I want to think that such is the reason that she had dismissed. So, yesterday, had a scan where the baby's femur measured within the normal lenght. However, because the scan that I had was because of a study I'm voluteering for, they are not allowed to give me further info. Thus, we had to book another scan appt for Monday. I assume this will be what it's called a 'growth scan'. I just want to think positive, and that my lo is fine altogether.