I dread getting my Milton Keynes local newspaper. They always carry a bad story of things gone wrong with a baby almost every week or every other week for sure. This weeks paper was no different. A Little baby boy was taken there sick and he died in 3 days. And the recent one in London Metro also scared me that tey denied a mother pain management and not monitor the baby's heartbeat and the baby died. I am so double minded on whether to deliver my baby in MK hospital or go to another hospital which is 45 min away and I have never been there. I am really really scared and dont know what to do. I really dont think they will be able to take care of the baby if its born just after viable date. I really dont think they will be able to take care of the baby if its born needing immediate attention. I an convinced that they will be deny me epidural until too late and then say its too late. Over all I am really really really scared. This is my first baby and I am 33 yrs old and I DONT want anything to happen to our sweet lil future becuase of imcompetent/lazy midwives and hopsital staff. Anyone with a good positive Milton Keynes story, PLEASE share...It might help put my mind at ease. Thanks a bunch for your time. I really dont think its the hormone or paranoia. Its just considering all the facts the conclusion I can reach is that the hospital is not comptetant!.