Miscarriage

[Hopespring]

Hello. I don't really have a question but I have been reading through everyones posts. I am supposed to be 6 weeks pregnant but started having pain and bleeding on Christmas day. I weno to the out of hours GP and they sent me up to see obs and gynae at the hospital. They did my bloods and my bHCG was only 79 so not a viable pregnancy. They wanted to keep me in so they could do a scan but as it was bank holiday and then the weekend they said that it could be a few days. I have a 2 year old so I was desperate to go home so they eventually let me. They told me to return for a scan on Monday but it is all the more complicated as we are visiting the in laws and this has all been haopening away from home. We are going back home to tomorrow and I know the hospital near my home has a walk in early pregnancy unit so I am going to go there for a scan. I know what is happening I don't understand why thet need to scan me.
I don't think I have been processing things either because I have just been putting on a brave face and trying to make it as special as I can for my 2 year old.
We were in shock about getting pregnant as it was as I have severe PCOS. I am so petrified that either this was it , my last chance and I will never be pregnant again or that something was wrong because of the PCOS and I am going to keep having miscarriages.


I am so sorry for the rant and long post. I just needed somewhere to put things down and voice what is going on in my head.

 

[TacoTime]

Sorry to hear about your loss. I went through a similar experience a few months ago and am trying to get pregnant again.

Take care of yourself

Hello. I don't really have a question but I have been reading through everyones posts. I am supposed to be 6 weeks pregnant but started having pain and bleeding on Christmas day. I weno to the out of hours GP and they sent me up to see obs and gynae at the hospital. They did my bloods and my bHCG was only 79 so not a viable pregnancy. They wanted to keep me in so they could do a scan but as it was bank holiday and then the weekend they said that it could be a few days. I have a 2 year old so I was desperate to go home so they eventually let me. They told me to return for a scan on Monday but it is all the more complicated as we are visiting the in laws and this has all been haopening away from home. We are going back home to tomorrow and I know the hospital near my home has a walk in early pregnancy unit so I am going to go there for a scan. I know what is happening I don't understand why thet need to scan me.
I don't think I have been processing things either because I have just been putting on a brave face and trying to make it as special as I can for my 2 year old.
We were in shock about getting pregnant as it was as I have severe PCOS. I am so petrified that either this was it , my last chance and I will never be pregnant again or that something was wrong because of the PCOS and I am going to keep having miscarriages.


I am so sorry for the rant and long post. I just needed somewhere to put things down and voice what is going on in my head.