Oh I'm sorry things aren't going well for you at the moment, it's difficult enough moving to another country, but when things don't go right it makes it so much harder. I've been in Spain for just over 3 yrs now & also feel like you. Our move was fine & we've finally got some lovely friends, but home is calling me & I can't imagine being here forever! Also with this baby due in 12 wks I miss my family & DH family & friends at home & even the supermarkets!! I thought you could still fly, (with Ryanair) up until 36 wks as long as you have a note from your Dr to say you're all healthy?? Hope this helps.
Take care
Jayne x