Dh has finally allowed me off bc so that i can start getting it out of my system. The deal is i can come off bc, but no babies until there is some $$ in the bank (we live in our overdraft). So i have been real good. Shopping wisely, not spending $$ if i don't have to. I was so proud of myself as there was some $$ left today. I usually put dh paycheck in the bank on wednesday cause we have NONE left and today is Thursday and there was a few hundered dollars available I was planning on what bills i was going to pay early and what ones i would leave till next week and try to keep us ahead of the game... cause as soon as there is some real $$ available we can TTC. Then i got home and found out my DH spent $345 i wasn't planning on. He bought a truck and had to pay $300 in taxes for it today. He would have had to pay it eventually and obviously needs a reliable car to get him to work and back everyday - but grrrrr. It put me right back where i was 3 weeks ago. Dead broke. I have to start all over. Im just sad thanks for listening to my vent.