sandilion
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Its seriously making me feel miserable and depressed. I always said once it hits i will remain positive and focus on the reasons why i have it - because i have a baby in there!
But sadly I am having trouble with this positive outlook, and instead feel terrible, miserable, and anxious because i have a vomiting phobia, and i feel terrified of returning back to work tomorrow like this.
It starts after lunch and hangs around all day!
I know i need to vomit.... but i just can't let myself unless i really need too. So usually it takes food poisoning or a stomach bug to make me vomit, where its something toxic needing to get out. If it's just nausea then i wont vomit .... and its leaving me feeling worse for longer.
This is hell. I feel like i want out this is getting too hard!!
But sadly I am having trouble with this positive outlook, and instead feel terrible, miserable, and anxious because i have a vomiting phobia, and i feel terrified of returning back to work tomorrow like this.
It starts after lunch and hangs around all day!
I know i need to vomit.... but i just can't let myself unless i really need too. So usually it takes food poisoning or a stomach bug to make me vomit, where its something toxic needing to get out. If it's just nausea then i wont vomit .... and its leaving me feeling worse for longer.
This is hell. I feel like i want out this is getting too hard!!