Boo44
Mummy of 2 boys
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I can't believe how it has made me feel.
I adore my two baby boys to the moon and back but during pregnancy with my second (team yellow both times) I actually cried at how much I hoped it was a girl and what if it wasn't? He was born and I never had another feeling like that as I genuinely think that when they're placed in your arms you can't imagine anything else. But there were 5 is us due in the last 6 months, and this was the final one and my best friend. They have all been girls apart from mine. Lots of talk of pink and dresses and doing their hair etc
I was desperate for my best friend to have a boy. This has brought back my gender disappointment and now I'm thinking that we won't have a 3rd baby (planning for hopefully 3 years) because I can't put myself through the hopefulness for a girl that I probably will never get. My friends have all found it easy to have girls! I've actually felt sad all day instead of excited for her. I think I'm the worst person in the world...
I adore my two baby boys to the moon and back but during pregnancy with my second (team yellow both times) I actually cried at how much I hoped it was a girl and what if it wasn't? He was born and I never had another feeling like that as I genuinely think that when they're placed in your arms you can't imagine anything else. But there were 5 is us due in the last 6 months, and this was the final one and my best friend. They have all been girls apart from mine. Lots of talk of pink and dresses and doing their hair etc
I was desperate for my best friend to have a boy. This has brought back my gender disappointment and now I'm thinking that we won't have a 3rd baby (planning for hopefully 3 years) because I can't put myself through the hopefulness for a girl that I probably will never get. My friends have all found it easy to have girls! I've actually felt sad all day instead of excited for her. I think I'm the worst person in the world...