Hi, I'm new to this forum. I felt I had to write something here as otherwise I fear I will fall into a deep depression. My husband and I have been TTC for the last 12 months or so. I'm 30 and he's 35. My MIL keeps asking when she will have her first grandchild. Then my OH's brother got married who is 34 and his wife is 24, (25 next month). They have been married 6 months and she tells me today that she is 6 weeks pregnant. I should be happy for her but I am devastated. The worse thing is my BIL would say (even taunt) my husband that as the woman ages her fertility reduces and she will find it difficult to get pregnant (hence why he married a 25 year old?). The worse thing is it's true in my case. I don't know what's wrong with me but I can't fall pregnant! I have been going to the GP since May as I knew that my SIL would fall pregnant soon as she is a bored housewife and a number of times she would tell me that she 'had a dream' etc etc. Even worse, I live with her. I feel as though I can't live through today.... The shame...what will my MIL say. What will everyone say? That the elder daughter in law is not fertile and the younger one is. Any advice?