Hello everyone.
I'm new to this forum so I'll type my situation.
My name is Mary, I'm 27 years old and I've been married for almost 3 years now.
A couple of weeks ago I started feeling weird and even though I've never been pregnant before, I knew. I told my husband back then that I was kinda sure that I was pregnant and then I had a home pregnancy test but it came out negative. A couple of days later, went to do a blood exam with my mother and it also turned out to be negative.
At the time I felt kinda disappointed since I was sure that something was different in my body and I was looking forward for a baby in our lives.
5 days ago my period arrived, only that.. it wasn't a regular period, more like dark spotting so.. this made me realize I was probably pregnant. So I went to my gynecologist and he confirmed.
Today, I'm 4 and a half weeks pregnant. My progesterone and estrogen hormone levels turned out a little low so I'm getting shots and taking pills everyday for it.
I'm terrified.. like truly terrified.
My lifestyle before finding out I was pregnant was great and now, even though I'm happy that I'll have a baby and all, I feel very sad because everyone around me keeps carrying with the same life while I have to sit alone in my bedroom bored to death like a sick person.
I know this may be kinda hard to understand for maybe all of you since most women don't do what I did.. like.. smoke pot everyday, smoke cigarettes, drinking cocktails a couple of times a week with my girlfriends.. now what?
I feel so bored seriously.
I know this is probably a feeling that will go away with time, its only been 3 days since I know I'm pregnant so, there's a long way to go.
I just felt like I needed to share this with someone since no body else seems to understand what I'm going through.
I think I'm kinda depressed.
I'm new to this forum so I'll type my situation.
My name is Mary, I'm 27 years old and I've been married for almost 3 years now.
A couple of weeks ago I started feeling weird and even though I've never been pregnant before, I knew. I told my husband back then that I was kinda sure that I was pregnant and then I had a home pregnancy test but it came out negative. A couple of days later, went to do a blood exam with my mother and it also turned out to be negative.
At the time I felt kinda disappointed since I was sure that something was different in my body and I was looking forward for a baby in our lives.
5 days ago my period arrived, only that.. it wasn't a regular period, more like dark spotting so.. this made me realize I was probably pregnant. So I went to my gynecologist and he confirmed.
Today, I'm 4 and a half weeks pregnant. My progesterone and estrogen hormone levels turned out a little low so I'm getting shots and taking pills everyday for it.
I'm terrified.. like truly terrified.
My lifestyle before finding out I was pregnant was great and now, even though I'm happy that I'll have a baby and all, I feel very sad because everyone around me keeps carrying with the same life while I have to sit alone in my bedroom bored to death like a sick person.
I know this may be kinda hard to understand for maybe all of you since most women don't do what I did.. like.. smoke pot everyday, smoke cigarettes, drinking cocktails a couple of times a week with my girlfriends.. now what?
I feel so bored seriously.
I know this is probably a feeling that will go away with time, its only been 3 days since I know I'm pregnant so, there's a long way to go.
I just felt like I needed to share this with someone since no body else seems to understand what I'm going through.
I think I'm kinda depressed.
