Hi Everyone, I have loitered around reading your posts for a few years and have finally decided to take the plunge and write on here myself. The reason for this is that I feel like i'm drowning...
I have been with my husband now for 10 years. im 26 he's 31. We have been trying for a family for a while now. We stopped using contraception in 2008 and had no luck at all. I was diagnosed with slight PCOS and he with very slightly low morphology but as the gyn said none of it should make a massive difference. We got married 3 years ago and have been properly trying ever since. We have used OPK's and temping etc etc... I fell for the first time December 2012 and lost our first angel in Feb 2013. I feel again inn the next cycle and again lost that baby at 6 weeks. Ever since i have been a complete mess, i just dont know what to do with myself. My husband is absolutely incredible but he is struggling too.
We have been referred for IVF and go for our first appointment on wednesday im so so scared it makes me feel physically sick. All i've ever wanted all my life to is to have a family. It literally runs through my blood.
I know this post is completely depressing and self indulgent but i just needed to share. Some support and kind words would be very appreciated
xx
I have been with my husband now for 10 years. im 26 he's 31. We have been trying for a family for a while now. We stopped using contraception in 2008 and had no luck at all. I was diagnosed with slight PCOS and he with very slightly low morphology but as the gyn said none of it should make a massive difference. We got married 3 years ago and have been properly trying ever since. We have used OPK's and temping etc etc... I fell for the first time December 2012 and lost our first angel in Feb 2013. I feel again inn the next cycle and again lost that baby at 6 weeks. Ever since i have been a complete mess, i just dont know what to do with myself. My husband is absolutely incredible but he is struggling too.
We have been referred for IVF and go for our first appointment on wednesday im so so scared it makes me feel physically sick. All i've ever wanted all my life to is to have a family. It literally runs through my blood.
I know this post is completely depressing and self indulgent but i just needed to share. Some support and kind words would be very appreciated
xx