Back in May I found out I was 7 weeks pregnant.. most exciting day of my life. and we found out on My husbands birthday one happy daddy to be. I went and had my first ultrasound done around 11 weeks, and doctor said everything looked great. went to breakfast after and ended up sick and had to be rushed to the ER ... I ended up having a miscarriage.. worst day of my life.. Its months later and I still feel sad at times, there are so many what ifs in my mind. I know I never met my child, and even though we werent positive as to the babys gender, I have a distinct feeling it was a girl. So we refer to her as Ayvah Jade. I wish this hadnt happened, I was soo extremely excited, and now I still feel lonely, empty, heart broken. Not to mention this happened on fathers day. I cant believe I am so heartbroken over someone I never met, is that wrong? And could a mothers intuition be right? Could my unborn child have been our Ayvah ? And is it too soon to try again? I am so afraid of the same things happening .. i dont think I could handle it again. Advice?