I wrote this about a week ago.. but forgot to post! I don't know if i belong here, but here goes! Background information.. After trying for a baby for a year I hadn't concieved so we decided to go and see our doctor, who then sent us for routine tests (sperm count ect..) then after waiting for the results and having more and more tests and altrasounds we were told that their was a less than 5% chance of us concieving! We were absolutley devestated, as you would be, so then we went done all the other routes including IVF, IUI ect and still nothing. So then on my 30th birthday we decided to, instead of effectively wasting our time on something that most likely wasn't going to happen, to adopt! So then after going through all of the paper work and routine visits ect we adopted Saskia from her mother the day she was born.. And now she is 4, and is an amazing chatty, outgoing caring child! Anyway back to why i'm here.. I've just got BFP! It's so unreal, I don't know what to think! I realised I couldn't remember if i last had my period, although I am irregular it normally appears within 9 days to the previous iykwim? So I took a test we got when we were first trying and blah-de-blah a light blue line appeared.. I didn't believe it so rushed to our local Co-Op and brought another 6.. and 4 out of the 6 were extremely bright and bold the other 2 not so.. I literally cannot believe it, after all those years of trying i never once got a BFP! As you expect i'm insanely happy, but at the same time REALLY worried.. i can't bring myself to be too happy incase the worse happens! Anyway I've booked an appointment with my doctor for tomorrow first thing.. bit hesitant but this could really be our miracle baby! **Update** Just got back on my laptop and realised I'd shut the 'lid' without posting! Don't get to come online too often, I went to the doctor, and he sent me to get a ultrascan immediately as I was classed as high risk because of previous medical problems ect, which I generally expected he would.. So me and my OH obviosuly went and we are pregnant!! measuring about 18 weeks! I am literally in shock!! I cannot believe this is happening to me! After all those years our miracle baby is in the making.. It's so surreal! Ah, thats all really don't know what else to say! Baby is said to be healthy and has the right measurements for babys estimated gestation! Shocked is the word!