furbyagogo
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I've never posted on a forum before, but thought it may help.
I found out last week that I was pregnant with my first. My husband and I had been trying for quite a short time really (about 4 months), so we were surprised and happy that it had happened.
I'd had some implantation bleeding which soon turned into brown spotting/discharge (sorry!). I'd checked loads of websites that said it was normal so I put it to the back of my mind and started to get excited. I was 4 weeks at this point. Yesterday (1 week later, 5 weeks pg) I started to bleed red which made me so sad. I've been to the doctor and they've done a urine test (I get the result this afternoon), but I've done 3 hpt's since yesterday and all came back negative.
I feel so sad, and the waves of tears just keep coming. I know all of the sensible things; it was only 5 weeks, some people miscarry later, it was our first time trying, its natures way of saying something was wrong, its a really common problem, I know all of it. The trouble is every time I thinks I'm processing it and it's okay I get a another flow of tears and can't seem to stop.
I had yesterday off work and was planning to go back today, but couldn't face it. Being a teacher, having to stand at the front of the class and try and be normal was too much to bear.
Like everyone on here I wish it wasn't happening to me. I wish it wasn't/hadn't happened to you. I'd never understood how people could be so sad over a baby they had never met or barely carried, I do now.
Here's hoping we'll all get better and go on to have sucessful pregnancies.
xxx
I found out last week that I was pregnant with my first. My husband and I had been trying for quite a short time really (about 4 months), so we were surprised and happy that it had happened.
I'd had some implantation bleeding which soon turned into brown spotting/discharge (sorry!). I'd checked loads of websites that said it was normal so I put it to the back of my mind and started to get excited. I was 4 weeks at this point. Yesterday (1 week later, 5 weeks pg) I started to bleed red which made me so sad. I've been to the doctor and they've done a urine test (I get the result this afternoon), but I've done 3 hpt's since yesterday and all came back negative.
I feel so sad, and the waves of tears just keep coming. I know all of the sensible things; it was only 5 weeks, some people miscarry later, it was our first time trying, its natures way of saying something was wrong, its a really common problem, I know all of it. The trouble is every time I thinks I'm processing it and it's okay I get a another flow of tears and can't seem to stop.
I had yesterday off work and was planning to go back today, but couldn't face it. Being a teacher, having to stand at the front of the class and try and be normal was too much to bear.
Like everyone on here I wish it wasn't happening to me. I wish it wasn't/hadn't happened to you. I'd never understood how people could be so sad over a baby they had never met or barely carried, I do now.
Here's hoping we'll all get better and go on to have sucessful pregnancies.
xxx