krulci
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We were told at our 13 week scan that we very clearly had a little boy, and I couldn't have been happier. We already have a boy, and after a loss and a growing age gap, I was relieved to know they'd have so much in common.
Today we had our 18 week scan. No dangly boy parts to be found. I haven't stopped crying since we found out, and I feel horrible. I know I'll love my daughter as much as my son, but truthfully, I'm TERRIFIED of little girls. I have yet to meet one that I wanted to keep forever for my own. Or think of one I wish my daughter would be like. I.. just... don't... bond with other women - young or old. I think part of my fear comes from my own mother, who dreamt of a daughter after 4 boys, but when she got me, she hated - and still hates - my personality. As much as we love each other, we have little to nothing in common. What if I have the same thing with my own daughter?! Again, can't stop sobbing.
Today we had our 18 week scan. No dangly boy parts to be found. I haven't stopped crying since we found out, and I feel horrible. I know I'll love my daughter as much as my son, but truthfully, I'm TERRIFIED of little girls. I have yet to meet one that I wanted to keep forever for my own. Or think of one I wish my daughter would be like. I.. just... don't... bond with other women - young or old. I think part of my fear comes from my own mother, who dreamt of a daughter after 4 boys, but when she got me, she hated - and still hates - my personality. As much as we love each other, we have little to nothing in common. What if I have the same thing with my own daughter?! Again, can't stop sobbing.