Not a care in the world!!!

im actually worried that im not worried about anything? i know this may sound a silly thing to post but i cant sleep im bored and have read diffrent posts about how normal it is to worry about every slightest thing. well i went through the stage of worrying a little but now cant help but feel everything is going to go so well!! im excited to meet my little fella which iv convinced my self is going to be a gorgeous looking, smart loving child and how content hes going to be. i couldnt evan care less of how much of a @*#& my other half is. whats with me im usually more depressed than this happy and am worried why im not worrying if that makes any sense maybe things arnt going to go well so im fooling myself..... ok now im worrying lol