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asacia
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I don't feel like I'm coping.
I've got a history of quite severe mental health problems and I got unexpectantly pregnant. I was on mood stabalisers and antidepressants.
Gave birth 4 days ago. Difficult pregnancy and I was induced due to pre-eclampsia. Traumatic labour, baby got distressed. Managed to deliver him naturallly shortly after being prepped for a c-section.
Breast feeding isn't going well. Struggles to latch on and stay on.
He has jaundice and a possible problem with his testicles.
I'm having black thoughts,not about my beautiful baby, about me. Urges to self-harm and stuff.
I've slept so little. I feel so ill. I feel like a complete failure.
I've got a history of quite severe mental health problems and I got unexpectantly pregnant. I was on mood stabalisers and antidepressants.
Gave birth 4 days ago. Difficult pregnancy and I was induced due to pre-eclampsia. Traumatic labour, baby got distressed. Managed to deliver him naturallly shortly after being prepped for a c-section.
Breast feeding isn't going well. Struggles to latch on and stay on.
He has jaundice and a possible problem with his testicles.
I'm having black thoughts,not about my beautiful baby, about me. Urges to self-harm and stuff.
I've slept so little. I feel so ill. I feel like a complete failure.