so these past few weeks i have been great ! iv been strong,not crying and thinking positive. But today i saw my friend whos just had a baby and she does not see the baby and she says she has depression...but all she seems to be doing is drinking and hooking up with new lads every week ! And now i just feel rele low the fact that she drank and smoked through her pregnancy and had her baby and now wont even see her..... its just soooooo unfair that the people who do everything for their babies have to lose them By now my baby cud of been a few days old,i cud of been holding him or her now takin out for walks in the pram and everyone telling me how gorgeous he or she is. Life is so unfair and now i feel like im never going to get pregnant again !!! sorry for the rant lades, Just having a bad day !