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Me and my partner aren't finding out the sex of our second baby.
We already have a perfect son. This time I'm dying for a girl.
I know people say after a loss, (this will be my rainbow), you should be grateful for any baby no matter what. But I'm having trouble trying to shake it off.
all I can think of is if I am having a girl or not.
I look at all the girls clothing.
My first thought was girl.
My scan photos are so different compared.
I'm carrying different.
My Symptoms are different.
I saw nothing between her legs at the 12 week scan.... But it was a quick glance.
It feels wrong calling her, him.
Last pregnancy we were saying him all the time, we didn't know and stayed yellow.
But I've had dreams about having boys, 9 to be precise, and only 1 dream of having a girl (to which I gave birth to boy triplets first!!)
I think that's because it's all I know, but part of me thinks it's my body trying to tell me it is a boy.
I dreamt we found out it was a boy at he scan and I was dissapointed.
I've tried looking at boy clothes, but can't help how much cuter girls are.
We can't 100% agree on a boys name either.
When people say they think I'm having. Boy I get really defensive. I refuse to believe it.
I'm just so terrified I'll be disappointed.
Does anyone have any advice?!
Here's my scans btw.
Baby number 2 is bottom.
My son is top.
https://i829.photobucket.com/albums/zz218/Pimgu/null-48.jpg