Not very good with blood

[RubyLouise]

Ok so I know this is probably a stupid post but I gave birth 7 days ago and the bleeding was really heavy for a few days and then lighter and now it's heavier again.
The problem is I'm really really scared of blood. It got heavier today after I had a nap and ive been in tears. I've had a couple of clots (which I had with my daughter as well) and I just freak out.
My partner has just had to calm me down. Just feeling 'wet' in my pad down below makes me want to cry.
How can I get over this? X

 

[Reno]

Aw hun it will get better soon! Maybe try some different pads, more absorbent ones and change them really regularly!