ladypink
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We started TTC in July last year after we got married, we had WTT for 6 months. At first i though, nievely, that we would naturally concive easily within a few months. Every month, like im sure everyone does, I was devestated when AF turned up. I got so low with each passing month that at 8 month TTC we decided to have a break, this also meant a break from forums as i couldn't even bring myself to read about or discuss anything to do with TTC. This month, 11 months TTC, I felt a liitle stronger and hoped that I would be able to cope with TTC and all it entales. Sadly, i feel nothing different, it is just as stressful and just as sad when i think that I may never concieve naturally. We're now at a stage where family and friends have almost fogotten that were trying so no longer offer that support that we desperately need. I'm not sure of the next steps as it is fast approaching a year of TTC, im terrified of going down the route of tests and investigations. This journey is so sad and emotionally draining. I have little hope left this month. Am on cycle day 26 of 28, did a test yesterday; fearful of never seeing a positive! Sorry to sound so negative, this is where i need to vent my dispare as i feel it's infair to burden those who know me any longer x