please someone tell me if i am just being stupid. Well here goes - yesterday, i hacked my boyfriends facebook account. i know it was probly a silly thing to do but i couldnt help it. Since last july he told me and swore on my life that he doesnt go on it anymore cause he forgot his password. Which yesterday i found out is aload of crap cause he has been emailing people this month. And so i went through all his emails and found emails to girls from july and august (we had just got back together towards the end of july as over the summer we were on a break) and to this 1 girl called amber he had been saying stuff like how badly he wants to "shag" her and they were planning to meet up and get drunk together and have sex. I wont go into details cause some of the stuff they were sayin 2 eachother is disgusting, it made me want to be sick. Anyway i found out that in the end they didnt have sex but he kept trying it on with her and he fingered her. We werent together at ths point (i dont think) but we were talking and in the process of sorting things out. Plus he has sworn on my life that he has never done anything with another girl apart from kiss. Finding this out has actually teared me apart, i dont know why cause its not as if ive never done anything with another boy. I just hate the thought of him touching someone else like that, it makes me feel sick. And also, that girl is only 15 and he is 19. There was emails to two more girls that were sent in august, when we were together and a few days before we found out i was pregnant. They werent as bad but he was asking them to come and meet him and for their numbers. Why would he do this. He has lied to me. We had a big argument last nite and now i really dont no what to do. He said he loves me and wants to spend the rest of hs life with me and baby. But how am i meant to trust him?