BEWARE BIT OF A RANT right, my neighbour/friend (not a really close friend) who knows i have been trying for 15 cycles, just started cycle 16 , been listening to me upset etc, she has 2 young children who are really hard work and she been saying she doesnt want anymore kids at all but they have only been using the pull out method (stupid or what), well she came round today and said she thinks she might be pregnant, she can't beleive it! she said her partner doesnt want anymore and told her to look at how she is with the other 2. She doesnt know what she wants and not sure if she could have a termination she was then just going on with herself, how she cant beleive this etc etc and then at the end of rant looked at me and said how are you getting on? I replied i got my period on Saturday so spent weekend crying! Of all the people to go and see to tell she chose me, were not even close. I felt almost as if it was showing off. I was so angry that we have been trying for 15 months and nothing, not a hint of bfp! then she who doesnt even want one, gets it in a blink of eye. What more frustrating is i would of been happy for her had it planned or at least wanted, dont get me wrong i would of been envious but happy all the same. So now another night crying, why is the world so unfair.