Tummy supposedly has a baby it. I think someone should inform my body of this. Don't feel pregnant. Have first official professional ultrasound this Friday. Last one I had was the 10th but I wasn't allowed to look because it was the ER. I don't feel very queasy. Idk what's going on. But I've tried to let the last ultrasound and the fact there was a heartbeat soothe me. So I'm taking it easy.
Our mental states are most important! That's the hardest part of being an adult around my family (or what I have left). If they are nothing but negative and hurtful, then I have no choice but to have them not in my life. I have my own now. It's all I truly own is my life and my decisions. And if they don't want to be a part of that, then so be it. Both times Ive been pregnant I felt the urge to tell my mother and instantly regret it because she doesn't believe in children. And asks when is my abortion scheduled. And I have to reremind her that that's not my decision, obviously me and husband are going to keep it and she is genuinely confused because children "ruin everything" and my life will be not worth it anymore. So I have to cut her out. I don't think you need to do anything so severe, but you are what is important. And your bf. and your guys sanity