nordicpixie83
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Hey ladies so I'm 5"3 and I usually weigh in at 130lb give or take 5lb, in a UK 10. However due to ill health (fibromyalgia) and a rather nasty riding accident I went upto 159lb in a uk 12/14. The fibromyalgia made it hell to lose but at the beginning of the year , I dropped 7lb . Then it crept back on when I had my chemical. I started this pregnancy at 159lb , due to bleeding and a large SCH I've had to rest the last almost five weeks. Today I braved the scales and I've gained 4 lb not what I wanted to see at this stage! My last pregnancy I had gained 3lb at just over 20weeks. I really want to slow the weight gain right down as I'm already overweight and don't want any weight related complications especially as I'm having an elcs. (Third csec). Finally got out for a good walk today for the first time in ages . It cleared my head and I feel a tiny bit better . I've suffered with severe body dysmorphia and food obsession (restricting calories and obsessing over fats,cals, carbs etc) since puberty . I'm absolutely miserable and although i manage to control it most of the time there are days when i thoroughly hate myself .