hi all, after some advice. Me & OH have been TTC for 6 months an tonight i have seen a side to him i have never seen. Admitedley he has been drinking. My OH has a history of mental illness (which i knew from day 1). Tonight after 5 years together he has suddenly started going mental and I mean properly mental, smashing glasses and telling me he hates me (most days he tells me im the mot beautiful thing alive, though would never hurt me) and im not sure if i can cope any more. Ive neve`r loved anyone so much yet hated them so much in all my life. Is this what TTC does to you, or is he just poorly????