It's looking like I have mild pnd, I just feel so low all the time, I love my son to bits and feel quilty that I feel so crap. I should be so happy. I spoke to my hv today and she is coming to chat with me tmora and has made me a doctors appointment for tmora afternoon. I don't think I can talk to my hubby about it as he doesn't understand stuff like that. He's a pull yourself together type guy.