Thank you all so much. Honestly, yesterday was so hard. I didn't go to say goodbye. He wasn't aware of anything around him, he wasn't responding to his name. Nothing. My husband buried him on our land. Can't bring myself to visit the burial. I know it's just a dog, but I'm taking this MUCH harder than I thought I would. Cannot stop crying. I feel like I let him down. The vet believes that he ate something that was toxic. I have no clue what he got into. And that weighs heavy on my heart. He was so young too. The most gentle natured spirited dog, I'm so thankful I had him for 8 years of his life.
-this is a picture of him and I when he was just a wee puppy. Love him and miss him so much