They say Pregnancy is a beautiful thing... but i just feel so ugly latly. Looking at myself is gross.... I hate it. I hate mirrors. I hate seeing my reflection. I feel fat , n this is just the start... I am pale as can be... I am use to being tan all year round now i just hate looking at myself. My boyfriend never comments on my appearance anymore it seems like... I hate all the million n 1 imperfections I have, that now seem to stick out more. I hate my skin. MY face is fat n pale. N make out only seems to make it worse. No wonder things have gone down to once/twice a week in the bedroom.... I feel sorry for my bf.