Rhiannon137
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So, the thread title pretty much sums it it up. I was hoping anyone who has been in a similar situation could share their experiences and outcomes (positive or negative).
For those who like a long back story, here it is . . .
I am 37 years old, and have a 20 month old son. That pregnancy and delivery was uncomplicated and uneventful. We started trying for number 2 over the summer, and I was very excited to find out I was pregnant in September. Sadly, that pregnancy ended at 6 weeks in a natural miscarriage.
Everything seemed to be going well until I started spotting on October 17, progressing quickly to very heavy bleeding, clots, etc. that lasted for 2-3 days, followed by another 2-3 days of light period-type bleeding. I had not yet been to see my ObGyn prior to the MC, but spoke to him on the second day of the heavy bleeding (this, of course, happened over a weekend when I was alone with my son who was sick at the time); he agreed that it sounded like I was definitely miscarrying, and he confirmed my knowledge that there was nothing to be done. He said he would be happy to examine me but, as long as the bleeding stopped within a week, it was probably not necessary. He also advised me to take a home pregnancy test after 2 weeks to make sure it was negative.
The bleeding stopped within a week. By Oct. 26, I had a test that was practically negative. By Oct. 30, I had a test that was so white you could have told racist jokes about it. I was sad about the loss of the pregnancy, but realistic that my advanced age had probably produced an egg that cycle that would never have been able to lead to a baby. I mostly felt relieved that things had happened early, naturally, and obviously, without a drawn-out "will I, or won't I?" saga, and I was ready to move on.
The doctor did advise waiting a full cycle to start trying again, and (obviously) I was lax about that. I wasn't specifically "trying". My thought process was more along the lines of "Yeah - I'm 37 years old, and I just had a miscarriage. I better be REAL careful, or I might get pregnant right away. Yep. Seems like a real concern..." So, from Oct. 25 forward, DH and I just followed our urges and probably DTD ~10 times over the next 2-3 weeks.
Towards the end of last week, I started feeling nauseated and "off" pretty frequently. On Saturday 11/14 I decided to take an HPT just so I could see the negative result and not let my brain get carried away with the batshit notion that I might be pregnant again. I'm not sure I've ever seen a Wondfo give two lines so quickly. That test, the other 6 I took that afternoon, and the ones I've taken daily since have all been strong positives.
Needless to say, that is not the result I was expecting. I am excited, terrified, happy, anxious - basically a whole bunch of AllOfTheFeelings. I have an appointment scheduled for an ultrasound on Dec. 2. If I counted the first day of the miscarriage as my "period" that would put me at 6w3d. I declined the suggestion to do serial betas in the meantime (as long as things seem to be going normally). I'm trying to stay relaxed about this, and having numbers to obsess over won't help with that. They also won't change the outcome, and won't change any actions I take between now and Dec. 2 regardless of whether they look good or bad.
So, that's my long story. Fingers crossed. Again, I appreciate any input that anyone can offer. Thank you already if you've managed to read this whole novel of a post!
For those who like a long back story, here it is . . .
I am 37 years old, and have a 20 month old son. That pregnancy and delivery was uncomplicated and uneventful. We started trying for number 2 over the summer, and I was very excited to find out I was pregnant in September. Sadly, that pregnancy ended at 6 weeks in a natural miscarriage.
Everything seemed to be going well until I started spotting on October 17, progressing quickly to very heavy bleeding, clots, etc. that lasted for 2-3 days, followed by another 2-3 days of light period-type bleeding. I had not yet been to see my ObGyn prior to the MC, but spoke to him on the second day of the heavy bleeding (this, of course, happened over a weekend when I was alone with my son who was sick at the time); he agreed that it sounded like I was definitely miscarrying, and he confirmed my knowledge that there was nothing to be done. He said he would be happy to examine me but, as long as the bleeding stopped within a week, it was probably not necessary. He also advised me to take a home pregnancy test after 2 weeks to make sure it was negative.
The bleeding stopped within a week. By Oct. 26, I had a test that was practically negative. By Oct. 30, I had a test that was so white you could have told racist jokes about it. I was sad about the loss of the pregnancy, but realistic that my advanced age had probably produced an egg that cycle that would never have been able to lead to a baby. I mostly felt relieved that things had happened early, naturally, and obviously, without a drawn-out "will I, or won't I?" saga, and I was ready to move on.
The doctor did advise waiting a full cycle to start trying again, and (obviously) I was lax about that. I wasn't specifically "trying". My thought process was more along the lines of "Yeah - I'm 37 years old, and I just had a miscarriage. I better be REAL careful, or I might get pregnant right away. Yep. Seems like a real concern..." So, from Oct. 25 forward, DH and I just followed our urges and probably DTD ~10 times over the next 2-3 weeks.
Towards the end of last week, I started feeling nauseated and "off" pretty frequently. On Saturday 11/14 I decided to take an HPT just so I could see the negative result and not let my brain get carried away with the batshit notion that I might be pregnant again. I'm not sure I've ever seen a Wondfo give two lines so quickly. That test, the other 6 I took that afternoon, and the ones I've taken daily since have all been strong positives.
Needless to say, that is not the result I was expecting. I am excited, terrified, happy, anxious - basically a whole bunch of AllOfTheFeelings. I have an appointment scheduled for an ultrasound on Dec. 2. If I counted the first day of the miscarriage as my "period" that would put me at 6w3d. I declined the suggestion to do serial betas in the meantime (as long as things seem to be going normally). I'm trying to stay relaxed about this, and having numbers to obsess over won't help with that. They also won't change the outcome, and won't change any actions I take between now and Dec. 2 regardless of whether they look good or bad.
So, that's my long story. Fingers crossed. Again, I appreciate any input that anyone can offer. Thank you already if you've managed to read this whole novel of a post!