So me and the FOB have been having HUGE problems sure enough but this wayyyy unexpectedd! Were not together for one haven't been officially for four months. My FOB just blows me off completely sometimes! He's making a mess of himself really. Hes not the same guy i dated in highschool from 10th all the way to graduation! So my first visit to the doctor i thought was fine they didn't call till today and i thought they were just confirming my information, come to find out I TEST POSITIVE FOR CHLAMYDIA!!! My mother didn't know what an STD or chlamydia was i had to tell her the whole word, then she kept asking did i have sex with anyone else and i kept replying no which the whole truth! The only thing i lied to her about is when the last time i had sex with him. I told her june which was the conception date. We had sex a couple of time in a august (when were close to getting back together) and when things were a little better had sex in the beginning of october and a week or 2 later which was like 4 or 5 weeks ago again which was the last. All we did was have sex and kiss and cuddle. Afterwards i regretted after i viewed his apartment and the tub was filthy, his room was filled with dirty clothes, and the sink with the same dishes i saw back in august, thing is, he NEVER stays at his apartment! So now i have to take medicine for it. Im just glad it isn't anything worst! I didn't tell my mom about the recent sex because shes sooo judegemental and i don't feel like hearing anymore of judgement it only makes me feel even worst about myself. How could i let this happen to me though? I sware im smarter than that, and i knows he should know not to have sex with girls without protection, but i guess it was either drunk random sex or the fact a few times after our first times EVER we stopped using condoms so i guess it became a habit. Whoever the girl was just as dumb! I hope he didn't get another girl pregnant! So many questions fill my head. What if he has something worst? My mom told me not to tell him but then if he gets sick, id feel bad for not telling him when he had a chance to treat it!!! I'm so confused and sickened by this! Most of all what will happen to my baby???? I kept saying this wasn't suppose to happen to me, but it did.