PregnantKitty
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Rant**
I have been sick for some time and recently it has gotten to where i couod not breathe or sleep and felt like i was drowning. I called my OB and he said it's likely pneumonia from the symptoms i told him and immediately prescribed me some antibiotics and sent me in for a chest xray.
Meanwhile, my toddler (15months) is sick as well and has not been sleeping well either and has been a pain in the butt.
To make things worse my husbands work has once again screwed up his schedule and he has not been getting nearly enough sleep and he is like a baby when he doesnt get his sleep so weve been fueding over everything. Mostly because he has been a moody jerkface and snapped at me over nothing at all several times every day or forgotten to ask me what i want for dinner or if i want anything from the store when he goes, etc etc.
Stupid stuff that has been blown out of proportion because we're both exhausted and dont feel well. (He says he's coming down with something too but i dunno. He rarely gets sick. Lol)
So, ive been sick as hell, unable to sleep, having to take care of a bratty toddler and deal with a very grumpy husband while 31wks pregnant. ....
It's becoming really, really hard to be understand and control my temper and be nice but i know flipping out isnt going to solve anything.
Im distraught and miserable and not even sure how to deal with all of this.
I feel like if anyone has a right to be moody and mean it shouod be me but yet i have to be the one to hold everything together and comfort everyone while all i rrally want is to be comforted and feel loved by my husband and instead i get the opposite. :'(
To make things worse we're having money issues, my dog is still missing, and my house is once again completely trashed because i dont have the energy to clean it right now.
I just wanna curl up into a ball and sleep for like 3 days straight and forget about life for a bit. Sigh...
Anyway, im just venting. If you've read all of this, thank you. I know it's a long rant. I just dont know where else to turn and im beyond frustrated, exhausted, and miserable.
I have been sick for some time and recently it has gotten to where i couod not breathe or sleep and felt like i was drowning. I called my OB and he said it's likely pneumonia from the symptoms i told him and immediately prescribed me some antibiotics and sent me in for a chest xray.
Meanwhile, my toddler (15months) is sick as well and has not been sleeping well either and has been a pain in the butt.
To make things worse my husbands work has once again screwed up his schedule and he has not been getting nearly enough sleep and he is like a baby when he doesnt get his sleep so weve been fueding over everything. Mostly because he has been a moody jerkface and snapped at me over nothing at all several times every day or forgotten to ask me what i want for dinner or if i want anything from the store when he goes, etc etc.
Stupid stuff that has been blown out of proportion because we're both exhausted and dont feel well. (He says he's coming down with something too but i dunno. He rarely gets sick. Lol)
So, ive been sick as hell, unable to sleep, having to take care of a bratty toddler and deal with a very grumpy husband while 31wks pregnant. ....
It's becoming really, really hard to be understand and control my temper and be nice but i know flipping out isnt going to solve anything.
Im distraught and miserable and not even sure how to deal with all of this.
I feel like if anyone has a right to be moody and mean it shouod be me but yet i have to be the one to hold everything together and comfort everyone while all i rrally want is to be comforted and feel loved by my husband and instead i get the opposite. :'(
To make things worse we're having money issues, my dog is still missing, and my house is once again completely trashed because i dont have the energy to clean it right now.
I just wanna curl up into a ball and sleep for like 3 days straight and forget about life for a bit. Sigh...
Anyway, im just venting. If you've read all of this, thank you. I know it's a long rant. I just dont know where else to turn and im beyond frustrated, exhausted, and miserable.
Hope you all feel better soon xx
He did keep asking what I wanted but I was just too ill to think so instead of using his initiative I have nothing. But of course I can't complain because after all he did keep asking what I wanted!! 
