Rather Fed Up

[LyannaJodiw]

I Dont Know If Its Just Me But I lost My Baby On The 5 March .. I Now Feel Like Im Going Crazy My Friends Just Had A Baby And Keeps Saying How Amazing She Now Feels Complete And Im Starting To Get Slightly Pissed Of With This .. One Minute Im Fine Next Minute Im Crying .. I Just Feel Like Life Is So Pointless Right Now .. My Mum Doesnt Want To Tlk About It With Me ... My OH Gets Upset And Is No Use .. And To Make Matters Worse Girl At Work Is Pregnant And Keeps Banging On About It ... Does It Get Any Better ... Too Long Enough 4 Me To Fall Pregnant

Sorry If I Make No Sense Ladies .. Im Having A Very Bad Day Today xxx

 

[aviolet]

it's totally normal to feel such a mix of emotions and to be upset by these things. your grief is still new, and i'm so sorry for your loss. if you have no one physically there to support you it might help to seek out a counselor who specializes in child loss. and of course the ladies here are wonderful to talk to too

 

[fifi-folle]

I totally understand how you feel, I posted yesterday saying very similar things. I don't know what I can say that will help, it does get easier, sort of, although it hasn't taken much to bring me back down again, I think it's probably a bit of a rollercoaster. Aviolet's advice to find a counsellor is good advice. Just remember that you are grieving and it takes time to recover both physically and emotionally.
Take care
x

 

[LyannaJodiw]

Thank You Both xxx